Monday, March 17, 2003 ·

Heylo world... I'm in school now. Yes... Go ahead and laugh at my misery... :p Haha... Back to the drudgery of school. I thank God that He's with me though... After the the term test 2 weeks ago, I sort of knew that I wouldn't do well. I had been struggling with another area that He wanted me to release to Him. Anyway, I didn't study for the tests. Whats more, I felt that I wanted to go to bible school instead. Guess I have to be faithful and disciplined with the little things first. Getting my life in order. Its just like being in the worship band. Being skillful with an instrument isn't the most important thing in being in a worship band. But it does help you if you don't have to constantly think about what to play next. Allows you to focus on God rather than your instrument.

Getting back to the point... I feel that these 4 years or so will prepare me for whatever God wants me to do. Sort of like doing well in my life so that I can concentrate on how to serve others. Its strange but I keep having the impression that some people might think that I'm some sort of religious freak. Wouldn't you be raving about Him if He did this much for you too? :-) Asked God to help me to motivate myself to put effort in my school work. And He promptly gave me a situation to practice that. I had to go look for the teacher and ask her to comment on my group's ERD diagram by myself cos I was the only one who was free. Being the slacker that I am, naturally I didn't want to do it. But I thank God that He made me realise that I had to put in effort to change myself. So I did.

Talked to Denise on the phone just now. Feel slightly guilty for gossiping. haha... SLIGHTLY. Been thinking about certain people. A lot of questions popped up. I need to examine the reason why I'm in this.

::: Verse of the Day :::
"If you sinful people know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your heavenly Father give good gifts to those who ask him." | Matthew 7:11 (NLT) |

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  • Vintage Jesus by Mark Driscoll
  • A Million Miles In A Thousand Years by Donald Miller
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  • Through Painted Deserts by Donald Miller
  • Thriving As An Artist In The Church by Rory Noland
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